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Beyaz & Pisibuk

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My life has changed on 20th July!

Dear Friends,

I went to UK on 16th July upon being invited to Rolls-Royce's assessment center. It was a great challenge which I succeeded and I got the offer from my dream company, at Rolls-Royce! Hopefully, I will start working Customer Management Leadership Development Programme on 17th September. I am so happy about it and I will do my best whatever project I am in.

Thanks to Burcu and Mehtap for accomodating me in London, supporting me and showing me around ;)

On 28th July, I am flying back to Turkey to have a perfect time with family and friends. Thanks to all!!!

Hey Dostlar Merhaba!

Cok yogun bir donem yasiyorum ama kisaca size ozet geceyim dedim. Gecen ay Roma'daydim. Dondum tezi bitirdim, haftaya Londra'ya Metin (Mehtap)'in yanina gidiyorum. Sonra da Turkiye'ye donucem (temelli olmasa da). Roma'daki Colloseo harikaydi ama yine de dunyanin New 7 Wonders' indan biri olmayi bence haketmiyor.

Hollanda'daki butun arkadaslarim mezun oluyor, milleti ulkelerine yolculamak cok huzunlu, keske hic gule gule demek zorunda kalmasak..

Bu arada Burcu'nin Foodie blogunu gordum ve tek kelime ile" HARIKAAAAAAA!!!" cunku yemekle ilgili :) Ay, aciktim birden hemen gidip bir elmali pay yiyeyim, sonra da okula gideyim sonra da alisveris...

Herkese mutlu haftalar!!!!

Soon...

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love..

and be loved in return.

Chagall - The expression of true love

Ohhh, var mi su Pisibuk'ten dertsizi... Urmus durmus kudurmus...

Songs from my favourite high school band...

There’s no need to argue anymore
I gave all I could
But he left me so sore
And the thing that makes me mad
Is the one thing that I had

I knew, I knew, I’d lose you
You’ll always be special to me

And I remember all the
Things we once shared
Watching tv movies on
The living room armchair

But they say it will work out fine
Was it all a waste of time
Cause I knew, I knew, I’d lose you
You’ll always be special to me

Will I forget in time
You said I was on your mind
There’s no need to argue
No need to argue anymore
There’s no need to argue anymore
Special

Lying in my bed again,

And I cry 'cause you're not here.

Crying in my head again,

And I know that it's not clear.

Put your hands, put your hands,

Inside my face and see that it's just you.

But it's bad and it's mad and it's making me sad,

Because I can't be with you. Be with you.

Be with you, be with you, baby, I can't be with you.

Thinking back on how things were,

And on how we loved so well.

I wanted to be the mother of your child,

And now it's just farewell.

Put your hands in my hands,

And come with me, we'll find another end.

And my head, and my head on anyone's shoulder,

'Cause I can't be with you. Be with you.

Be with you, be with you, baby, I can't be with you.

'Cause you're not here, you're not here,

Baby, I can't be with you.

'Cause you're not here, you're not here,

Baby, still in love with you.

Have a nice day to everybody!!!

My Dear Triples,

I love you and I miss you sooooooooo much!

Ve Nazim'dan nagmeler...

Bir ask icin, yapabilecegin herseyi yaptigina inaniyorsan ve buna ragmen hala yalnizsan, icin rahat olsun. Giden zaten gitmeyi kafasina koymustur ve yaptiklarin onun dudaginda hafif bir gulumseme yaratmaktan baska hicbir ise yaramayacaktir. Sen kendini paralarken, o her zaman bahaneler bulmaya hazirdir. Hani agzinla kus tutsan "Bu kusun kanadi neden beyaz degil?" diye bir soruyla bile karsilasabilirsin...Iki ucu keskin bicaktir bu isin.Yaptiklarinla degil, yapmadiklarinla yargilanirsin her zaman. Bu mahkemede hafifletici sebepler yoktur. Iyi halin cezanda indirim saglamaz. Sen, "Ama senin icin sunu yaptim" derken o, "sunu yapmadin" diye cevap verecektir. Ve ne soylesen karsiliginda mutlaka baska bir iddiayla karsilasacaksindir. Uzulme, sen aski yasanmasi gerektigi gibi yasadin. Ozledin, ictin, agladin, guldun, sarkilar soyledin, dusundun,siirler yazdin. Peki o ne yapti" deme. Herkes kendinden sorumludur askta. Sen askini doya doya yasarken, o kendine engeller koyuyorsa bu onunsorunu. Bir insan eksik yasiyorsa, ve bu eksikligi bildigi halde tamamlamak icin ugrasmiyorsa sen ne yapabilirsin ki onun icin? Hayati iskalama luksun yok senin. Onun varsa, birak o luksu sonuna kadar yasasin. Her zamanki gibi yasayacaksin sen. Acilara tutunarak" yasamayi ogreneli cok oldu. Hem ne olmus yani, yalnizlik o kadar da kotu bir sey degil. Sen mutlulugu hicbir zaman bir tek kisiye baglamadin ki... Epeydir eline almadigin kitaplar seni bekliyor. Kitap okurken de mutlu oluyorsun... Unuttun mu? Kentin hic gormedigin sokaklarinda gezip yeni yasamlara tanik olmak da keyif verecek sana. Yine iceceksin rakini baligin yaninda. Ustelik diledigin kadar sarhos olma ozgurlugu de cabasi.... Sen yureginin sesini dinleyenlerdensin ve biliyorsun aslolan yurektir. Yurek sesi ne bilmeyenler, ya da bilip de duymayanlar acitsa da icini unutma; yasadigin surece o yurek var olacak seninle birlikte. Sen yeter ki koru yuregini ve yureginde tasidigin sevda duygusunu. Elbet bitecek gunese hasret gunler. Ve o zaman kutuplarda yetisen ciliz ve minik bitkiler degil, gunesin cicekleri dolduracak yuregini... NAZIM HIKMET RAN

Turkey is secular and it will always stay like that...

Sorry, sorry, sorry

You're not half the man you think you are

Save your words because you've gone too far

I've listened to your lies and all your stories

You're not half the man you'd like to be

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know

Please don't say you're sorry

I've heard it all before

And I can take care of myself

I don't wanna hear, I don't wanna know

Please don't say 'forgive me'

I've seen it all before

And I can't take it anymore

Amsterdam

Amsterdam!!! The beautiful city... Why haven't I realized you that much beautiful before? I actually know why...

With all its complications, tears, laughs, pains, happinesses, life is so beautiful. I am hopeful, I am strong, I am back ;)

Do you wanna try?

...

While they were cutting my hairs, I couldn't check the mirror. My hairs on my head... It became a heavy burden recently. My mind wanted to get rid of them, my heart wanted them to stay.

At the end, me... checking the mirror... a face that I just met... checking the floor... an old me lying on the floor...

Crumbled cookie

Petite Princess, Parizyen, TomTom:

I feel like a crumbled cookie. Could you paste and bake me again? At least you can buy the ingredients!

Aşk bitti
Elimden sanki minik bir balık kayıp gitti
Aşk bitti
İçimden sanki bir şeyler kopup gitti
Aşk hiç biter mi
Hiç bir şey olmamış gibi
Boşlukta kaybolup gider mi
Aşk hiç biter mi
Kalır adımızla
Bir sokak duvarında
Bir ağaç kabuğunda
Bir takvim kenarında
Kalır bir çiçekte
Bir defter arasında
Bir tırnak yarasında
Bir dolmuş sırasında
Kalır bir odada
Bir yastık oyasında
Bir mum ışığında
Bir yer yatağında
Aşk hiç biter mi
Kalır dilimizde
Yinelenen bir şarkıda
Bir okul çıkışında
Bir çocuk bakışında
Kalır bir kitapta
Bir masal perisinde
Bir hasta odasında
Bir gece yarısında
Kalır bir durakta
Yırtık bir afişte
Buruk bir gülüşte
Dağılmış yürüyüşte
Aşk hiç biter mi
Kalır bir sokakta
Bir genel telefonda
Bir soru yanıtında
Bir komşu suratında
Kalır bir pazarda
Bir kahve kokusunda
Bir tavşan niyetinde
Bir çorap fiyatında
Kalır bir yosunda
Bir deniz kıyısında
Bir martı kanadında
Bir vapur bacasında
Aşk hiç biter mi

Derya yeni deryalara yol acar!

Dear Derya,

I know that it is difficult to leave everything behind and go to a journey that you don't know how it will end... Hadi cekirgem sicraaaaaaa... Benim bagirsaklarimi calistiran kiz. I will always be there for you.

Bit kafa Deniz

ANNELER GUNU

I celebrate the Mother's Day of all mothers, especially mine :)

Hatalarimda, basarilarimda, iyi ve kotu gunumde, her zaman
beni kosulsuzca sevdigin ve yanimda oldugun icin tesekkur ederim.

Seni seviyorum anne!

Alright! If we talk about the series, here is my favorite..

MARRIED WITH CHILDREN

Love and marriage

Love and marriage....

Stolen from Yagiz (but I loved it)

"...growing up happens in a heartbeat
one day you're in a diapers, the next day you're gone
but the memories of childhood stay with you for the long haul
I remember a place...a town...a house
like a lot of houses...
a yard like a lot of other yards
on a street like a lot of other streets.
and the thing is; after all these years,

I still look back......with wonder."

My favorite book

Do you know who wrote this?

"Imagine that your life is composed of pages and you're living it page by page. There are times that you combine the pages and make a book out of it and later you burn it or save it. As time passes, some of the pages get old; some pages you check most, and some you tear off.

My life is a one big book which has chapters inside. There are some chapters I like to read again and again. Some pages I want to tear off and write it again. Before, I used to ask to myself: "Why do I need to read the pages I don't want?" Then, I learned that every page has its order and we cannot change the numbering of the pages. But, we can always start a new book..."

Soon you may be seeing me at Blackpool!!!

Birth of "Memories of a cookie"

This is the birthday of my first blog!!!! Tatatata!!!!!!

I would like to start by saying: "Hello to everybody!"

I hope to share my life with you through this blog and also get news from you. And, you will be certainly hearing from me...

Let the life be a journey that we started together and change it together in a better way :)

Love you all,


Deniz